You see the depths of my heart
And You loved me the same
You are amazing God
~Chris Tomlin~
They(Pharisees) said to him, “John's disciples often fast and pray, and so do the disciples of the Pharisees, but yours go on eating and drinking.”
Jesus answered, “Can you make the guests of the bridegroom fast while he is with them? But the time will come when the bridegroom will be taken from them; in those days they will fast.”
It's been a very busy filled time lately. Been thinking a lot about possible life situation changes, work, and just the normal business of life. Yet, in the midst of it, God has been percolating stuff within me, but I'm wanting more of it to come out. Last week I had a glimpse of it when God reminded me in just little cool ways of why I originally wanted to become a counselor... why I wanted to be a youth worker in my church. To be able to see Him work through just time spent with the teens and sharing life with them in small ways was so encouraging to me. I went back home with a big smile on my face and it was just a moment of deep gratefulness I felt towards Him.
Today, had another glimpse of it. As I was teaching my lesson to the students there, we reached the part in
Luke 5:33-35 where Jesus tells the Pharisees what fasting is really all about. It's kinda odd how God can take a tiny thought, a comment, and change your presentation when you're in the middle of it!
I originally just intended to point out that according to Jesus, fasting was not a
religious excercise, but only should be done when the
groom of the wedding is not present amongst the guests. When the groom is there and the wedding is under way, who wants to fast?!
It's time to party!!! Yet, once the groom has to leave (
or taken away), then the guests will fast. Yet, I can't explain why, but the thought occurred to me that I saw an example of this last night...
Yesterday I was at the office putting in some extra time into our testing and I talked with my best friend, letting her know that I was probably going to be late. I wanted her to go ahead and get dinner for herself and eat because I was gonna be back in Boston later than I had hoped. When I finally got back and met up with her, I asked what did she eat, but to my surprise she hadn't eaten dinner. At first I was confused why didn't she eat, but her answer afterwards just got me in the heart..."
I wanted to have dinner with you."
To say I was touched would be an understatement. In the same way, I realized in the midst of today's lesson that
Jesus had transformed a religious exercise for good church-going-sunday-school-christians into a heartfelt expression of love to Him! So when a lover of Jesus fasts, the heart expression is saying to Him, "
I want to honor you. I would never dare think of celebrating without You Jesus! You are the very life of this party!"
Lord, may my life be enwrapped in Yours...You see the depths of my heart & you still love me the same! You are amazing God!
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